"Coming Clean"

Each night before I sleep
I think and sometimes freak
out loud about my life
Each time I think of us
The things we don't discuss
those neat, unwrinkled sheets

And now... isn't quite what we projected
I know tonight won't go as planned
but I want to anyway
even awkward, it's still good
I want to anyway.
It still feels like it we should

You took that Cosmo quiz
it said that things like this
are fine. We'll heal with time
That's great. That's good to hear
sometimes I live and fear
the truth is far more dire.